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If this is love, I want it and I want everything - written 12/12/2023

 So yesterday I had a very steamy session with the Igwe. We literally booked a room and made love for 3 hours straight. My relationship with the Igwe is quite funny. He is literally the guy I was looking for. I am so much attracted to him and its not even funny anymore. How can I be so much in love with someone and his very scent brings me peace? Yesterday when we were busy doing the worship he was sweating ontop of me, and I just loved it. This man really is an product of my imagination. I always imagined being inlove with someone this hot, whom I can be peaceful having him in my life.  This guy is my best friend, with him there are no secrets. We tell each other anything no matter how painful it is. Honesty is part of the code of conduct of our relationship. I actually asked him why did He made so many children while dating someone and He just told me that He doesn't love her that's why He made those kids so she could leave him alone and she is not leaving. Yoh, I feel distu...
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1st Commandment: Thou shalt have no other gods before me -written 29/11/2023

 I am person who is very accommodating of people's needs, but as of late, I have seem that a lot of relationships that existed in my life where because of people thinking that they should replace God and be enthroned in my life. The hell! I am in a relationship with a man that thinks I should worship the very ground that He walks on while He treats me like a servant. He is good, but there are components that I feel violated. I have been seeing this man for over a year now, and I have seen him less than 10 times in that one year. And no, he doesn't stay far, He literally just 150km from me. But no, He doesn't come. oh I am also not allowed to come to his place because he lives with a woman. I am here looking like a fool and I cant simply walk away because he is my daughter's father and also because I foolishly and stupidly love him like the foolish idiotic nincompoop that I am.  The other issue that I have with this man is that He wants me to worship him rather submit to...
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